Friday, October 19, 2007

its official!

its official i'm starting my bean diet next week monday for sure! IM SO HAPPY
i know i know i dont know what i think is gonna happen but i know what i hope to accomplish..loose some!
i mean i just want everything to be tight-er. well i dance so yea my muscles are tight but im not satisfied at all.... will i ever be?
i dunno
i'll let you guys know how the bean thing went.. so my next post will be monday
its my mom and dad's anniversary...24yrs!! im so happy about that we are gona have a surprise party and all.. should be fun... all i have to do is stay away from the food.. but ill have some red wine! cant stay away from that.
as of lately more than ever.. i use to feel really bad when i ate food or felt really bad wen im full.. god i hate that!.. but as of late everytime i eaat anything from a salad to a sandwhich i feel like crying and some times i do.. arrrggHH
SEW MY MOUTH SHUT!!

2 comments:

lauren said...

Don't hurt yourself sweetie, you DESERVE to eat and drink, both are whats best for your body, the worst part of anorexia and bulimia is that eventually your body eats away at its own muscle when its not fed properly and Im sure you know that but I don't want that to happen to you!
Take care and have a great weekend with you parents!! Happy 24th Anniversary to them!

Jules said...

Isn't it great that there are still couples out there that are together?? Mine have been together 33 years in November, they met, and were engaged 6 weeks later. My marriage will be my one and only one.

Look after yourself and try to eat healthily. I really find it hard to offer advice as my vice is overeating, although I did go through bulimia when I was 18. I just would love it if you got some professional help.